December 30, 2012

Post-Orgasmic Tactile Sensation

This blog is too new for me to be able to say this, but I’ll say it anyway: There’s a chance this will be the strangest post I ever write. Considering that this is a blog dedicated to my infatuation with porn, a strange topic in its own right, that’s saying something.

December 16, 2012

My History With Porn: BitTorrent

For quite a number of years I was getting my porn from newsgroups, and then one day the unthinkable happened: my ISP discontinued their newsgroup service. A notification email that most of their customers probably didn’t understand (let alone care about) sent a chill down my spine. My primary source of porn was about to be taken away from me; I wasn’t sure what I was going to do.

December 09, 2012

My History With Porn: Marriage

It was during my “newsgroups over high-speed internet” phase that I got married and moved in with my wife, changing the nature of the situation dramatically. The amount of porn I was consuming dramatically decreased, not from of lack of desire but from lack of opportunity.

December 03, 2012

My History With Porn: High-Speed Internet

Throughout my college years, and for a few years into my working life, I connected to the internet through modems, eventually getting up to 28.8 kilobits per second – much faster than I’d been connecting, but still not very fast at all. As my career took off and money started coming in regularly I was able to trade up.

November 19, 2012

My History With Porn: College

At some point in my teenaged years I got religion. I became a born-again Christian, and eventually decided that all of this pornography (let alone the masturbation) probably wasn’t a good idea. So, remarkably, I stopped. Looking back on this it still amazes me. Later in life I tried numerous times to quit and wasn’t able to do it, but apparently I was able to stop in my teenaged years, when my hormones would have been far more... hormonal.

Of course, one doesn’t just shut off masturbation like a valve; there has to be a release. But that’s where wet dreams come in. When the pressure built too high the release valve would open, and I’d wake up in the middle of the night to find myself covered in semen. I may have quit, but I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I sort of looked forward to these dreams.

November 11, 2012

My History With Porn: It Begins

Like most guys, my fascination with porn and masturbation probably started around the age of 13, just as puberty was hitting. But this was back in the late 80’s, and kids my age couldn’t just go out and get porn. It was hard to come by. (No puns were intended in the previous sentence.) I have no idea where my first pornographic materials came from. I’m sure it was in the form of magazines, but that’s all I can remember.

November 03, 2012

My History With Porn: The Early Days

My first exposure to porn didn’t have a formative effect on me (that I’m aware of), but it was kind of funny. I was probably less than 10 at the time, and we were visiting a friend of my father’s. A single friend, to whom it did not occur that one should hide one’s pornographic magazines when young boys are coming over. I don’t remember what magazine it was that we found, probably Playboy or Hustler, but I do remember that one of the photo spreads featured a brunette. I even remember that one of the photos had her bent over, looking at the camera from between her legs.